“I’m sick of sitting at home watching people win tournaments”: Michael Smith breaks down in tears on emotional Grand Slam return
Michael Smith delivered one of the most emotional moments of the darts season after returning to the Grand Slam stage, fighting back tears as he opened up on the struggles that have defined his year.
The 2023 world champion, who has endured a difficult run of form and early exits in recent months, wore his heart on his sleeve in a raw, honest interview that has resonated throughout the darts community.
“It’s been tough… really tough”
An emotional Smith could barely hold back as he reflected on the frustration of watching others lift trophies while he battled to rediscover his best game.
“I’m sick of sitting at home watching people win tournaments,” Smith said, his voice breaking.
“It hurts. It really does. I’m a winner — that’s all I’ve ever wanted to be.”
The 34-year-old admitted that the season had taken a toll on both his confidence and his love for the game at times.
“You start to question yourself. You start wondering if you’ve lost it. And for someone who lives to compete… it’s horrible.”
From world champion to rebuilding belief
Less than two years removed from reaching the top of the sport, Smith has openly struggled to string together the deep runs that once defined his career.
But his return to the Grand Slam marked more than another tournament — it symbolised a reset, an attempt to rebuild belief and reclaim the fire that carried him to the biggest title of his life.
As he fought through the interview, it was clear how much the sport still means to him.
“This stage, these fans, this game… it’s everything to me,” he said. “I’m not done. Not even close.”
A moment that moved darts fans
Reaction to Smith’s honesty has been overwhelmingly supportive, with fans and fellow players praising his vulnerability.
One fan wrote:
“Real champions show emotion. Stay strong Bully Boy.”
Another added:
“Heartbreaking to watch, but brave to say it out loud. We’re rooting for you.”
Even rivals acknowledged the power of the moment, with several players sharing messages of respect privately and publicly.
More than a comeback
Smith’s return to form will be measured in results eventually, but his return to emotion — and to caring this deeply — may be the first real win in that journey.
Because champions aren’t defined by never falling.
They’re defined by how much it hurts when they do — and how fiercely they fight to stand back up.
And judging by his words in Wolverhampton, Michael Smith is still fighting.
