“I’m a human being with feelings, not an object. I’m just Noa and I’m someone who can play darts well” – Noa-Lynn van Leuven makes Ally Pally return after year of ‘misery’
“I’m a human being with feelings, not an object. I’m just Noa and I’m someone who can play darts well” – Noa-Lynn van Leuven makes Ally Pally return after year of ‘misery’
Noa-Lynn van Leuven has spoken candidly about a deeply difficult year as she made her return to the Alexandra Palace stage, insisting she wants to be seen first and foremost as a darts player — not a headline or a talking point.
The Dutch star was back competing at the World Darts Championship after what she described as a year of “misery”, marked by intense scrutiny, criticism and personal pressure away from the oche. Her return to Ally Pally carried emotional weight, with van Leuven determined to reclaim her identity through her darts rather than the noise surrounding her.
“I’m a human being with feelings, not an object,” she said. “I’m just Noa and I’m someone who can play darts well.” The words reflected the toll the past 12 months have taken, as well as her resolve to keep competing at the highest level despite the challenges she has faced.
Van Leuven admitted that the spotlight had at times overshadowed her performances, making it harder to enjoy the sport she loves. However, walking back onto the iconic stage at Alexandra Palace was a reminder of why she continues to fight through the adversity.
The atmosphere inside Ally Pally, known for its intensity and unpredictability, proved once again to be an emotional testing ground. For van Leuven, simply being able to focus on her game and block out the external noise marked a significant personal victory, regardless of results.
Her return has been met with widespread support from sections of the darts community, with many praising her bravery for speaking openly about the impact of public scrutiny and online abuse. Others have highlighted the importance of remembering that players on stage are people first — competitors second.
The moment also reignited broader discussions within the sport about player welfare, mental health and the pressures that come with competing on darts’ biggest stage. While the World Darts Championship is known for its colour, drama and festive chaos, van Leuven’s words were a sobering reminder of the human stories behind the spectacle.
As she looks ahead, van Leuven made it clear her focus remains simple: to play darts, compete honestly and be judged on her ability at the board. Her Ally Pally return was not just another appearance — it was a statement of resilience after a year she would rather forget.
In a tournament defined by big moments and bigger personalities, Noa-Lynn van Leuven’s message stood out for its honesty — and for reaffirming that behind every walk-on, there is a person just trying to do what they love. 🎯
